Rain

Under that umbrella, we have the best time. — Note It was night, everything was asleep, and I went to the roof alone. The stars in the night sky bear your most beautiful face. Under that sea of stars, some of the past came to mind. In winter, the dazzling sunshine on the body is also cold, without a trace of temperature. Today, we are going to take a bus to visit the water plant, but you are carsick. Everyone advised you not to go, but you just have to lift your head and hold your neck. I watched you cover your mouth in the car. I feel distressed when I look at you in pain. After getting off the bus, you look weak. I want to give you a strong shoulder. But my cowardice, looking at your headrest on someone else’s shoulder, my heart broke. In summer, the hot wind keeps blowing. Today we are going for an outing. I happened to walk with her. The rain was slender that day, and I held an umbrella for her. The road was wet and difficult to walk. She walked very slowly, and I also walked very slowly. I summoned up my courage and held out my hand. It took her a long time to hold it. At this time, there was a faint aroma of Camellia around. She and I walked slowly, almost everywhere. At that time, I suddenly hugged her tightly. For a long time, she held out her hand and hugged me slowly. Her head leaned gently on my shoulder. For several months, she kept looking for me, but I was weak. I didn’t know what to talk about with her. In this way, not surprisingly, a few days later, under her umbrella, there was an extra strange man. Because of cowardice, you and others have been fulfilled. Because of my cowardice, you and I have a stranger under my umbrella. I turned around and went straight ahead. This time, I didn’t look back. The rain hit me mercilessly. Maybe there should be no umbrella for that rain. But even so, in my opinion, her back still has a faint aroma of Camellia. Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Interpretation (XIV)

Interpretation (XIV) No matter at that stage of time, the care I sent is a deep blessing to you! If you are well, I will be pleased; If you are happy, I will wait silently! Think of Once, when you left, you were so reluctant, tears streaming down your face, until now…… People have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny! In the dark, since it is destined that the love in this life has come to an end, we still face it calmly! It’s not that we don’t want to try hard to save it, but in front of the cruel reality, our love seems so pale and weak! Maybe each other has already felt old, and it is difficult to meet each other far away from the mountain. It is not not love, but the expected one to stay together, feeling that it is far away and beyond reach! A virtual world love, can stick to go for so long, agreed to run in for a year, stick to it! The agreed four-year period still sticks to this promise. But the four-year period has passed, but I am unable to fulfill my promise! Maybe love is too tired, too hard! Since I am unable to fulfill my promise and your painful choice, what else can I say? I remember that I talked to Jun about my past and a relationship that lasted only eight months. It took me six years to forget it until I met my favorite Jun, only then did I get out of the relationship that I couldn’t give because of myself! For five years of falling in love, how long should I spend to let go! This life may be destined for this missing, I will die alone, but I can, but how can I be so selfish…… Life is not long, and the rest of life is even fleeting. In the days without me, if you are well, I will be pleased; If you are happy, I will choose to bless silently, although in this blessing, mixed with some unspeakable jealousy…… Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

When his circle of friends becomes a white line

For us at present, love becomes a luxury, and it seems that without it, it will not have much influence on us. Although a life with love will make us happier, it will also be accompanied by pain, life is like this, happiness is mixed with pain, and happiness is generated when pain ends. Xiaoai and Xiaocheng are a couple. They are high school classmates. They stick to their long-distance love for a year and finally go their own way. It’s nothing but Xiaoai dropped out of school to work, far away from the Emperor’s capital, in order to survive and fight alone, Xiaocheng went to college, and his family provided support. The life in college was simple and rich. The life of two people was two worlds, but I don’t know why they stick to it, there has been no quarrel for a year, and I have been talking on the phone every day. For Xiao Ai, in this cold world, the suitors around me have their own purposes, I’m afraid only Xiao Cheng is the only person who has only pure comfort. After all, many grievances cannot be told to his parents, but he can open his heart to Xiao Cheng. Xiao Cheng is an introverted and sensitive boy. She is not so attractive to girls in school. Of course, there are also several suitors. After hinting to the suitors, he certainly wants boys to take the initiative, while Xiao Cheng is never an active person, and the only initiative was to Xiao Ai, because he and Xiao Ai were high school classmates. They were not very familiar with each other in high school, but they often called and chatted because of coincidence after graduation, live for a long time! Xiao Cheng likes the Three Kingdoms, and Xiao Ai listens to Xiao Cheng about the Three Kingdoms. Although Xiao Ai Ben doesn’t like it, he just likes to listen to Xiao Cheng. It is this warm feeling that makes two lonely hearts snuggle together! A year passed slowly. In a year, they only met once. When they met again, Xiao Ai proposed to break up. In that year, Xiao Cheng was about to graduate. Xiao Cheng and Xiao Ai discussed what kind of job they were looking, as usual, Xiaoai made suggestions for Xiaocheng. In the end, the two put the problem on the topic of where to find a job. Xiaoai giggled in her heart, as if the fairy tale world fell apart, but he was still happy to say, come to my city, I will arrange everything for you. Although I said this, I felt very uncomfortable. Look at the narrow hut around me, the damp basement, and the salary that I couldn’t make ends meet. Xiao Ai is a telephone customer service of a game company. He usually works all night, 12 hours a day, but the salary is very small, which can only support her daily expenses. For Xiao Ai, this is a realistic problem. He spent a year compiling a beautiful and endless dream and was pulled back to reality at a moment. He came, and Xiao Ai really couldn’t support all consumption. But what can I say? Don’t let him come, Xiao Ai still hopes that he can come, but he is afraid that he will come. For him who has just graduated and dreams, it must be another world. Xiao Ai thought again, after all, he has been in love for a long time, these two days of not seeing each other do not want to continue. After all, we should give both sides a chance to get along with each other and let this relationship have a result. Finally, I still summon up courage and strongly welcome Xiao Cheng to come. The last day is a long wait. For Xiao Ai, the tension and anxiety of life, although they call every day, they seldom meet each other after all. The anxiety of the most familiar stranger is hard to express. Xiao Ai rented a house for Xiao Cheng, which is more expensive than his own. It is also in the basement, which is on the same floor as Xiao Ai. However, there are more than one hundred large and small rooms on the first floor of the basement, just like a maze. Xiao Ai thought that when he came, all the beautiful yearning for the emperor was destroyed in the basement, dirty public toilets, more than 100 people robbed a bathroom, and the winter was bleak, it was a stuffy room of less than 5 square meters in summer. In such a day, Xiao Ai had not been able to get rid of it for three years. She didn’t know what she missed here and why she still refused to return to her hometown, work and live comfortably. In any case, from the beginning of being uncomfortable and acclimatized, it is not so difficult to master when to go to the toilet clean, when no one is robbing the bathroom, and when there are few people washing clothes, but can Xiao Cheng adapt to such a life? Will he scoff at it! Little Ai worries about the brow. Worried about something. One day Xiao Ai got off the night shift and received a call from Xiao Cheng that the train this evening would arrive the next morning. Little Ai suddenly became flustered, and her tired body became excited. I almost stopped on the way home by bus. Xiao Ai was obviously looking forward to it in her heart. Why was she suddenly scared again? All kinds of complicated moods poured into her heart. Little Ai asked herself, are you ready? She was in a mess, and she didn’t know if she was ready. The next day, Xiao Ai was on the night shift. Xiao Ai didn’t pick up Xiao Cheng. It seemed that he could escape something like this, but in a few hours, small achievements would be in front of himself, everything has to be faced. But she didn’t know what she was afraid of, just a love affair. Xiao Ai, as soon as she walked to the door of the company, she saw Xiao Cheng waiting for herself in the distance, but she was surrounded by colleagues. She could not express anything. She bypassed her colleagues to find his direction, when they met, they were not so excited. Xiao Cheng looked at Xiao Ai and smiled, but Xiao Ai did not dare to look at Xiao Cheng’s eyes, afraid of being seen through. Xiao Ai forgot what he said to Xiao Cheng, but he kept talking. Xiao Cheng responded to what he said. Xiao Ai probably didn’t know what he said. So he went to the basement where Xiao Ai rented to Xiao Cheng, after showing him around, Xiao Cheng obviously didn’t dislike Xiao Ai as much as he had preset. It seemed that he felt more distressed when seeing these, but Xiao Ai didn’t see it at that time and didn’t dare to see it, it’s just that Xiao Cheng must have looked down on himself. Or you have already begun to dislike this place and will leave soon, Later, Xiao Ai took him to dinner. The restaurant was very simple but clean. This was something Xiao Ai never dared to eat at ordinary times. For Xiao Ai, instant noodles were more familiar and more affordable, but for Xiaocheng, this kind of restaurant must be common every day. Just that day, Xiaoai met a friend. Since she met him, she sat down and ate together. When she finished eating, Xiaoai was ready to settle the bill, xiaoai’s friend held her and whispered, “isn’t it your boyfriend? Do you still need to eat?” By the way, he gave me a look, which meant waiting for Xiao Cheng to settle the bill. Xiao Cheng didn’t know that it was because Xiao Ai told him not to worry about everything here. He kept his own money and used more places in the future. Before he came to Beijing, relatives and friends around him told him, let him use this method to test Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai, I thought that since my friend said that it was not easy to settle the bill, I pretended to drink water. At this time, Xiao Cheng also drank water, and there was no intention to settle the bill. Of course, it’s still Xiaoai’s account, But little AI was suddenly unhappy in his heart, but he thought he would let him come, and he also said that he would not spend money, and he had no money when he just graduated. I didn’t think about it any more. The next day, Xiao Ai went to work. Xiao Cheng cleaned up the house alone at home and bought a lot of daily necessities in the supermarket. When Xiao Ai came back from work, he took a look and talked about how much it cost and how much it cost. Suddenly Xiao Ai couldn’t sit still. What? A Bason 20, do you know? If you go to a one-yuan restaurant in the vegetable market, you can buy one for three or four yuan. After that, little Elton paused and realized that the other party might feel uncomfortable when saying this. He looked at Xiao Cheng and looked as small as a harmless face. Instead, he made little AI angry. Such a gap, it made Xiao Ai more sad and lost in her heart. This kind of loss is the company he lacks in your life. This kind of loss is the collision of two fairy tales with people walking into the life of firewood, oil and salt. Beautiful things cannot bear to destroy, but in reality, it is instantly fragmented. Maybe we are only suitable for being soul partners. When we really face life, we all become extremely ugly. On the third day, Xiao Ai went to work and thought Xiao Cheng would also consider looking for a job. When he went to work, his friend who had dinner with Xiao Ai met Xiao Ai and said, “Xiao Ai, his boyfriend is here, what gift did you get from the first meeting?” “Gift, no,” Xiao Ai looked at her friend doubtfully and thought, why do you want a gift. Xiaoai’s friend said, “If a man has you in his heart, he will prepare a gift for you carefully. The gift may not be much valuable, but he must be careful.” After hearing this, Xiao Ai was very uncomfortable and uneasy. She had no confidence in this relationship and thought to herself why there were so many beautiful women in the school who were bound to be dead set on me. I don’t believe it either. But are you willing to sacrifice two hours a day to call and talk about the Three Kingdoms? Is this just to kill time? Xiao Ai was very disappointed after work, just because her friend said at work, “If a man values you, he will give you a little surprise with his heart” and Xiao Cheng gave her nothing, after all, I haven’t seen it in a year. I didn’t feel it in my heart. I went back to the room and closed the door. I didn’t find Xiaocheng. After waiting for a while, someone knocked at the door. It was Xiaocheng. Little Ai was a little angry, so he made an excuse to say that he was uncomfortable and stopped eating. Let him eat by himself. After two hours of rest, a friend came to Xiaoai at noon and talked for a while. Xiaoai said that her boyfriend was coming, so Xiaoai told her about her heart knot. The friend said to Xiaoai: “From the time you associate with each other, I have said that long-distance love must have emotional foundation to have vitality. It is not love between you, and there is no way to build trust, and I know that he is not what you want, it’s just that you don’t know it yourself. You will break up with him no matter what. Because you are alike. The same kind of people together will be like looking in a mirror.” Her words seemed to unlock all doubts. It turned out that what I dared not face was my own heart, because I was afraid that breaking up would hurt him. After my friend left, I thought about it all afternoon. The rain was still falling. I summoned up the courage to knock on his door. He opened the door happily. Xiao Ai was guilty for his happiness, xiao Ai avoided his eyes. Xiao Ai said that we should go out for dinner. After dinner, there was no rain. They were wandering around the community. Xiao Ai was thinking in his heart, tell me what you want to say, but I don’t know how to speak. In the end, I ‘d better give up. Xiao Ai thought that since I can’t open my mouth, just text! After sending a text message about breaking up, Xiao Ai knew that he would definitely come to her, but Xiao Ai didn’t know how to face him, so she went to find a good friend. It was the next day when she came back, thinking in my heart, Xiao Cheng is in a strange city and will face breaking up. It is inevitable that he will feel distressed. Although he can’t bear it, he can’t go on wrong. A moment of kindness may regret for a lifetime, so I didn’t find Xiao Cheng. After another day, Xiao Cheng said that he saw Xiao Ai, Make it clear. Xiao Ai saw Xiao Cheng had calmed down a lot, so he agreed with him. They found a place to sit down in the community. Xiao Ai said, “If we never meet each other, we may continue to be beautiful, but when we face the reality together, we become so strange to each other. Our love is like a mouse, hiding in the corner, timid and timid. Breaking up is good for you and me. You don’t have to be sad. I believe you will meet a better one. “Xiao Cheng didn’t say much, just asked why, maybe all the people who broke up would ask such a question, in fact, at that time, Xiao Ai found many reasons to say a lot, all to make up for her guilt. In fact, Xiao Ai couldn’t tell why. Xiao Ai, suddenly a little reluctant, but now that she has decided, she can’t change. Xiao Ai kissed Xiao Cheng gently. This is even a farewell ceremony between us. Goodbye, Xiao Cheng. Little Ai turned and left. The next day, Xiao Ai went to work. Before she got off work, she received a text message from Xiao Cheng saying, “I’m leaving. The key is at the administrator’s door. Goodbye”, the tears of Xiao Ai’s brush were dazzling. One year’s feelings ended in this way, with guilt for Xiao Cheng. And Xiaocheng left with hatred for Xiaoai and broken heart. One year later, I will contact each other and ask Ann. Xiao Ai just wants to know if Xiao Cheng has put down the burden. If not, she would rather belittle herself and let Xiao Cheng relieve herself, but three years later, little Ai just realized that for so many years, it was herself who was unhappy and had been guilty for so long. When Little Ai opened Xiao Cheng’s WeChat circle of friends again, I don’t know when it will become a white line. Xiao Ai suddenly understood that she should put down. Xiao Cheng had already had her own life, and she had no longer hurt him, but did not exist. Five years later, they met again at the reunion meeting of ten years. When Xiao Ai saw her classmates again, she had no way to integrate into this circle and separated for a long time, no contact has cut her heart out with everyone. Xiao Ai no longer has a kind and gentle heart at the beginning. Now Xiao Ai is very indifferent and even doesn’t want to communicate with others, xiao Cheng also treated Xiao Ai like strangers. They wouldn’t even look at each other at the classmate meeting and smile. I don’t know why, Xiao Ai was very sad that day, while the faces of other students were filled with smiles, and Xiao Ai smiled reluctantly. Maybe, Xiao Ai still couldn’t face the lost youth and could not face that she had slowly entered middle age. Xiao Ai wanted to escape from here, just like escaping from here, she will escape from the passage of time. She is a willful person who left in a hurry before she waited for dinner and said goodbye to everyone, this departure may be a kind of disrespect for her classmates, but Xiao Ai can’t suppress her melancholy in her heart. She may cry in front of everyone. She is too emotional. Xiao Ai is 28 years old, but she is still sensitive and fragile, Fortunately, there is a person who has been guarding her carefully. Just like Xiao Cheng also has people he wants to protect. Their love is ignorant, Love is blurred and sad. They don’t know what love is, But it also started shyly. They broke up without warning, Only the shadow moves away. The world is prosperous, When I came back, I saw that things were different. The years are so good. Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…